05-01-10

Camera: Hasselblad 501

Exposure time: ? sec

F-stop: F/?

Lens: 150 mm Carl Zeiss Sonnar 4/150

Film: Kodak T-max 100

ISO: 80

Flash: no

Location: Austria september 2008

Photoshop: add more black with selective color

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Todays story:

If they would made a reality soap on gay life nobody would believe it. There is to much drama. Even Will and Grace would be shocked and Matt Lucas would wish he really was the only gay in the village. The best drama guarantee is sex and as soon as you open the door of the gay bar, drama welcomes you with open arms. You don't have to be a drama queen, drama is as a drunken drag bitching your life as soon as you open your closet. And than there are are those sniper gays who have there (sex)scope zero targeted precisely on your boyfriend. I don't think its jealousy that makes them targeting your boyfriend, i think they always want something they can't get and when they get it, they have sex and soon target a new one. Don't confuse them with players. Players aren't hiding behind a smokescreen called "i am your friend" as snipers do. They are hunters. Players you can have as a friend. When they hunt you or your boyfriend,that can be real fun. Than its up to you or your boyfriend what happens. It always is, thats why snipers going to be depressed desperate and lonely all there life. They would never have a real relation, cause if you can't trust yourself, who can you trust? Players hunt the new cause its exiting to hunt. The hunt is there game on its own. They like one night stands and many do that in a open relation. Some need confirmation for there self esteem others have lots of self esteem and like using that. Snipers are pitiful hopeless man. I know i sound pissed off. To be true i am. One of my thought so good friend turned out to be a sniper. My boyfriend was bullet proof but it made so much drama in my life. It pisses me off. Long distance relations are vulnerable. You don't see each other every day and trust and believe are the main ingredients. As all relations are but in a long distance relation things can easy simmer to the destruction of believe and trust. Specially when those snipers tell reverse stories about your boyfriend being unfaithfully and easy that aren't true at all. Dear sniper, get a life and grow up, pathetic little fucker...